1. ES 88 - 03 - 12 - 01 If you understand or if you don't, if you believe or if you doubt, there’s a universe of justice and the eyes of truth are always watching you. Gururaj: Can I help you? (Laughs) I'm so naughty. (Laughs) You know coming from South Africa to Spain, different weather, so please excuse me. What question shall we talk about tonight? Question. Mi amor. You see it does happen wherein the presence of your beloved the mind goes blank, I don’t need to say blanco, but blank. Where is that psychiatrist son of mine? Translator: He is in charge babysitting. Gururaj: So is there any question coming forward? Translator: Yeah, we have two questions. Gururaj: Aha, okay. So that everyone can hear and at the same time it is recorded, yeah. His question is going to be totally stupid but I don’t mind. Translator: To reach non-dependence and joy, what sort of non-desire – what sort of non-desire must flow? Gururaj: Second question? Translator: On the path of personal integration, must you force the rhythm or wait, just wait that things happen? Gururaj: The question devolves within yourself so that personality does not interfere with the question, because when a personality interferes with your question, then personality is gone – lazy bastardos – Namaste! Namaste! – Have you got chairs? Bring, bring, bring, bring. Hmm, what is wrong with my Spanish children? Satsang is 9:00 o’clock, not 20 past 9:00, okay we have patience. After they get settled down, we’ll have to start all over again. The original question was, you explain first. You better tell me also. Translator: In the path of personal integration, must we force our evolution or must we just let things go on happen?

2. ES 88 - 03 - 12 - 01 Gururaj: Now, when a person ask a question, it remains no question because every question answers itself. Now we are not looking at the question, but we are looking at the answer and to find the answer of any question requires you to not have a question but requires you to have the answer. Now what is the answer to any question in life? You – we must not – little sound up please, I want to hear myself, oh good. I do not want to find the meaning of the question, but I want to find the meaning of the answer. The more I question myself into the mysteries of life, the more I get muddled up. So I must not question the question, but I must find the answer to the answer. Now how can we find the answer to ourselves –